What has happen to me??

hmmm..... I really don know wat happen...
I feel like there is a burden inside me...
I send u a message just to tell u my feeling rite now but wat u send is just' Y ARE U ALWAYS LIKE THIS??'.....M i????
hmmm.. I'm totally speechless...
arghhh..... realy wan to burst liao ar... Cried everything out and tats the way i could feel better.... hmm.....
Wat can i say is just a sorry for telling u all this things....
Sorry for making u upset, sorry for everything ok?
1 thing i wanna u to know is just i care for u and i love u more than i love myself.... Tats all....